No lie, i am depressed as fuck, and will be for at least a few days.
My bad ass one week long trip of sword fighting called Dagorhir, got cut short for me due to a family member shooting off to a hospital...Quite frankly I did not want to go home at all...if that is what i can in deed call this house. I'd rather have stayed there. in other words, i hate who i live with, have no where else that i could live though, and my Aunt is dieing in the hospital, and i cant seem to cry it off.And now another of my plans seems to have slipped out from underneath me as the friend i want to see might once again not be able to come again..... Serve me up a glass of Ice hard cold bitch...
...fuck..
i'm just ranting, sorry, the last 24 have not been so great for me....
And it doesnt seem to want to look up into a goodness, joy light for quite a while..
here's how it'll go-
ill eventually post a journal all about Dagorhir, and then my shitty ass week
my aunt will die in the next 48 hours without a chance, short of a miracle
I'll try to hold my sanity while keeping my dad strong
i'll go through the funeral as best as i can.
Take the week off to let it all pass
Go to a wedding for a friend on the 4 and try to be happy as best as i can.